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And I’m grateful You keep telling me about my own peace, like mind my own business, and enjoy my peace inside, outside – enjoy everything that You’ve bestowed upon me, SIRES. What I’m thinking is, if I’m all good, all perfect, perfectly happy in my life, and if I can’t help any of them, then how can I feel good about it? […] Forgive me if I’m still wanting more peace for others. Forgive me. Really forgive me. It’s not because I’m ungrateful for my own peace, happiness and everything else that You give. It’s just that I saw others who don’t have what I have. That’s what gives me pain, SIR. Please forgive me. I’m not… I understand. I’m not ungrateful. I just don’t know how to control my heart. If You please show me the way, heal it. But please don’t tell me, don’t order me to forget humanity who is in suffering, who is suffering. […]
Even when I see a tree being rotten, eaten by insects, ants and all that, I still feel so much trouble for the tree. I pray for the tree and I comfort the tree. And I know maybe it’s the tree’s time to be evolved into something better, that comforts me a little bit. But still, it’s like You told me that the animal-people in some of the rescue centers are being fed by animal-people meat, thus they inherit bad karma. So if I continue to help them, to give them donations, then they will continue to kill other animal-people to eat. I mean, the people who take care of them, they mean well, but then they take the karma of the murdered animal-people meat to eat, and they also feed the animal folks in their care with the murdered meat of other animal-people. […]
