(I’ve had an experience a little while back. I think I’ve died, and I’ve been brought back. I’ve had major operations in the last couple of years.) I know what it feels like. (I know You do. I know.) I know what it feels like. I have just helped a person, actually. One of the persons I knew, he’s a doctor, he’s a vet actually, and… In the last week… he’s a vet and he has prostate cancer? This is nasty. They open all your pelvis, and it’s a bad arrangement from I don’t know who, but that thing is very deep. They open your pelvis and then mess it all up. It’s terrible, and some people don’t come back. Is that right? (Yes.) Yeah. But this guy, he did come back, though, he did come back.
He was so scared. It’s the first time he was under the knife. He was always on top of the knife before. He operates on the animal(-people) also, but he never has been operated on before, and he was very nervous. And actually, I… I don’t know how, I was kind of not very pleased with him before. He was one of my vets, but then something happened. I guess he thinks I’m one of the “girls,” so he can, you know what men like to do with women. And I was very displeased, so I didn’t want to see him anymore and went to another vet. I don’t know, somehow it happened, it’s just like GOD wants it. Maybe he fears GOD, maybe he prayed. Or I don’t know. He says he did. Anyway, he didn’t know my intention though, because it happened so quickly. Because he told me he has this cancer, and he has to go to be operated on and all that. So, I felt sympathy for him. And perhaps because of my sympathy, he felt like he can advance, or something else. Men misunderstand so quickly. Anyway, it was more than just a misunderstanding, so I didn’t like it too much. So, I decided…
But then one night, I went around looking for some place, and then we saw – the three of us – we saw a possum(-person). You know what a possum(-person) [is]? He looks like a big rat(-person). Big, about 20 times bigger than a rat(-person), and a long tail, like a small kangaroo(-person) even. And they have babies, and put them in their pouch, just like the kangaroo(-person). So maybe it’s like a mini kangaroo(-person). If you want to sit up here, it’s OK. I was just trying to scare you. Because I just worry about… I just had problems with men, I don’t want to see. I’m still scared. Anyway, it’s not much, it’s just, sometimes when the men try too hard, you don’t like it because there’s no need to do anything physical. Right? Love even, love is in the heart. No? Anyway, he’s not bad looking. He’s about 40-something, younger than me. He’s not bad looking, and he has money and everything. But it’s not the point. So anyway, I don’t want to.
But then we went to the countryside and then saw a possum(-person) that was hit by a car. Actually, I saw it and I thought, “Oh my God, I saw him bleeding.” Then, we turned around, and then one of my assistants said, “No, no, he was eating something in his mouth.” Because his mouth was red. And when I saw it open, it was all red. And then I saw something wet on the floor too, but it’s asphalt, so you cannot see it well, [if] it’s red or not. We just passed it by quickly. And then my assistant said, “No, he’s OK. He was just eating something.” But then we passed by and then I saw, “I’m not sure. Why is he eating something?” When we approached, he didn’t even move. But after we turned away, he moved, he tried to get up. So, my assistant said, “Oh, he’s alive. Whatever it is, he’s still alive, so he cannot be dead.” First, he doesn’t move. But he opened his mouth, and then he said, “[He’s] eating something.” And then later I said, “Maybe he’s dead.” And then he said, “No, he’s alive.” He moved, he tried to move very hard, he tried to move his head. So, I said, “Stop the car, we’re going to have a look.” And then he was really wounded, very badly. I don’t know how badly it was, but it looked like his jaw was broken and he bled a lot. So, we wrapped him up and then tried to...
It was a her. We knew it afterward. Actually, I kind of knew it right away but not like knowing physically. I said, “My God, we have to take her away because she might have a family also.” And indeed, she did have a family – in here. Afterward, the doctor told me. And I said, “Maybe she’s pregnant even,” I said that. I said, “My God, it looks like she’s pregnant.” I didn’t see any baby. I never knew this kind of thing before. But somehow, I could see it from here. I said, “It looks like she’s pregnant.” Because I didn’t know they put them in the pouch. Physically, I don’t know. Materially, I don’t know that there’s the baby in the pouch. But I see it in here. I said, “It looks like she’s pregnant. I hope she’s not pregnant.”
There was a passerby, and he tried to help us with another hospital, but then it didn’t work out. And I ran to another hospital, which I knew, an emergency hospital. And they said, “No, no, no, no, don’t… We don’t, we don’t want this. They have rabies, they bite, and blah, blah, blah… You will be in trouble. No, no, we don’t accept this.” I said, “But I’ve been here before, I have patients here.” Not my patient, but my pet(-people) are the patients. He said, “No, no, we don’t take, we don’t take. The only thing we can do is put him to sleep, with an injection, and then he dies. I said, “No, no, you cannot do this. You have to know what’s going on first. You cannot just kill him like that.” He said, “No, that’s the only thing we do. Otherwise, take him, take him somewhere else.” I said, “Where else can I take him? I don’t know anywhere else. I don’t know the way [around] here.” He said, “Well, you take him to wildlife.” OK. So, they got the number, dah, dah, dah, dah. But it’s very far away, like an hour more. I said, “He will die before we get there.” They told me it’s a he, he, he, so I also said it was a he. But I said, “He will die before we get there. It’s too far.” He said, “No, that’s it! Otherwise, we put him to sleep,” and so it was not possible.
So, we called the wildlife, and they said, “Oh, sorry, you come tomorrow. We’re closed now.” I said, “But we have [an] emergency here.” He said, “Well, sorry, we cannot do anything about it.” I said, “What kind of wildlife are you?” They’re supposed to be a wildlife rescue, but they don’t have any 24-hour service. I don’t believe it. Oh. So, I hated it so much, and I called the other vet, the vet that I have changed to. And he said, “No, no, I cannot take him tonight!” And he didn’t explain why. “And that’s it. I can’t help him.” I said, “OK, so what do you want me to do? He said, “Take him to the hospital, or take him home and feed him, and see how he’s doing tomorrow.” I said, “No, he cannot. I cannot do that. He’s suffering, he’s suffering so much. He was hit by a car. How can you wait until tomorrow? He won’t even eat.” So, he said, “Well, do whatever.” So, I also “hated” that guy.
So, I’m desperate; I call this guy, the guy who before I “hated” this guy, I “hated” that guy. No, they are just human, they are just men. Actually, I don’t hate any of them. But because of that, I had to call him. And he accepted him right away. He said, “OK, OK.” Normally there are two doctors, and I didn’t think I would see him – I thought I’d see the other one, but the other one was not there, so he was the one who answered the phone for the emergency. It was 11 o’clock (PM) or something, so he said, “Well, bring him to my house.” And that’s the first time I go there. And then I was kind of touched, because it’s late and he accepted him, and he even said, “Bring him to my house.” And he was very concerned about me too. He said, “Please, be very careful. Be very careful.” He sounded better than the other one, more concerned. “Be very careful because they might bite You, and they might carry rabies.” Right? (Rabbi.) Rabies? (Rabies.) Not “rabbi,” no? “So please be careful.” So, I said, “OK, OK. We’ll wrap him up, and he seems to be very injured, so he’s not doing anything. We’ll watch him while we’re driving the car.”
He said, “Bring him to my house. Because my wife’s not home.” He even had a wife. That is the thing. That’s why I got so mad too. If he was a bachelor, handsome like you, maybe I forgive him, but he is married and messed up like that. So anyway, I’m just kidding. None. No, no, no, no, no, no. Single or bachelor, nothing, nada, nichts. No hope, OK? I am just kidding. So we brought him to his house because he says, his wife is not home and his son… Yeah, he even had a son too! Can you imagine? Do you know why I’m mad? I had the right [to be]. (Yes.) He said his son was sleeping – he babysits so he cannot go to the clinic to see me, which is nearby – and so we should bring him to his house. I said, “Do you have equipment in your house?” I mean for emergency. He said, “Yes, I have everything.” OK, so we brought him to his house, and then he put him in a cage. He took a cage out, and he put him in a cage. I said, “So, I thought you [were] going to do something.” He said, “Well, I have to wait until my wife gets home.” I said, “My God, when will she get home, if she ever gets home? And also, he’s suffering so much, so maybe we babysit for you, and you go to the clinic.”
So, after considering, he picked one of my assistants to babysit, and then we rushed to the hospital nearby. And then he really took care of him. I said, “Doctor, it looks like… oh, it’s a she. They always told me it’s a he, but it’s a she. I think she’s pregnant. I hope she’s not pregnant.” He knew she was, but he didn’t tell me, and he didn’t say anything. And then he wrapped her up again, calmed her down with a painkiller injection, and then anesthesia, and then all kinds of things, about three or four shots he gave her. So, she calmed down after a while, and then we cleaned her up and then put her in the cage, in the clinic cage, sterilized cage. And at least I felt better. And he said, her skull is damaged, caved in, crushed in, so he didn’t think that she’s going to make it, but he tried and all that. I said, “At least she’s not suffering now. At least she has a painkiller, so she can afford to wait until tomorrow.” He gave her some other shots, antibiotics and all that, whatever. So at least she’s not in pain and waiting until tomorrow morning in agony. So, I was feeling better.
And in the morning, I called around 9 o’clock, that’s when the clinic opened. I didn’t call. I was in my bed still. I was meditating, and suddenly, the possum(-person) came. She said, “Good night, Mom.” Because last night, they wanted to put her to sleep, that means… You know. So now she’s gone to sleep (died). At that time, exactly, she came and said to me, “Goodnight, Mom.” And then I jolted up, and I knew she was gone. I knew she was gone, so I called the clinic, and she was gone. They didn’t know what time she was gone. She said when they arrived, she [was] kind of gone already. But she managed to stay alive, despite all this. Half of her skull was sunken in, broken. But she was alive. She walked around and she tried to stand up and all that. Because when I called the doctor, he asked “Is she walking? Is she moving?” I said, “No, she’s just… maybe she stands up sometimes.” Then she started moving right away, as if she heard me, so that we could save her. And later, she died, but the babies were alive. One of the babies died, but four of them survived. And later, some people from another city adopted them. And that’s how this guy got back into my connection again.
And then because he’s going to have an operation, and he was very nervous and scared, so we took care of him. I sent vegan food … No, in the car, during the drive from his house to the clinic, he kept telling me that the doctor – because he knew I’m vegan – so he said the doctor advised him not to eat too much red (animal-people) meat. He said, “I’m trying to be vegetarian now. But I still eat chicken(-people), because I don’t know what else to do.” So, I said, “Oh, we are vegans, we can cook for you until you recover.” I told him something that I shouldn’t. I said, “I had a vision that… I should have told you, but I didn’t want to. But since you already told me that you are vegetarian, I’m going to tell you now.” I said, “Within six months, after the operation, if you don’t eat vegan, you will die. So you can believe me or not believe me. I have no reason to tell you lies.” So he says, “Yeah, I believe You, I believe You, but I don’t know how to eat vegan; a little bit here and there.” I said, “Well, we can help you; at least when you’re in the hospital, we [can] cook and bring it there.”
So, we brought it to his house, and then when he went to the hospital, we brought it three times a day, when he can eat. Before that, we brought juice and liquid (vegan) soup, clear soup, and all that. But then he ate the chicken(-people) in the hospital and the eggs. My attendant saw it. They didn’t want to cook for him anymore. I also didn’t. But then afterward… Anyway, his wife didn’t like it too much that we took care of him because she doesn’t. She doesn’t cook for him ever. She’s vegetarian, raw food, for health reasons. It’s a completely different story. But afterward, he kept calling, calling, because we didn’t cook anymore, because his wife said he doesn’t need it, so he had to eat whatever she prepared. It’s also not bad, raw food is not bad. It’s just that he told me he cannot face salad and sprouts every day, and raw tofu. And his wife said something funny like, “I cannot eat soy. Is there any soy in there? Don’t cook any soy for me.” I said, “We cook for the patient, not for you, really. You don’t have to eat it.” [She said], “I don’t eat soy. I just eat raw tofu every day, a lot, but I don’t eat soy. Don’t cook any soy!” I was just laughing inside.
Photo Caption: “The Rainbow Visits a Hermit in the Forest”
